Meditate. Truth Seeker! [SC Training]

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Today Miu didn't have anything planned. She couldn't possibly have planned anything. It's not that she was too busy with being a runaway and probably branded a murderer. Or the fact that every place near this terrible inn was booked solid. The place was slow and Miu had nothing to do. No people or guests to entertain and talk to. She had refused to leave her room to speak with others, and now she regretted it. At least the innkeeper respected her wishes. Oh was calling her a whore. Who cared what the innkeeper thought. As long as she had a place to stay dry. And oh yes, was it most definitely raining. Downpouring. Perhaps enough to cause a flood. But she didn't care. She had her parasol prepared if and when she chose to walk outside. But she just didn't feel like it. She was drained of energy, both physically and emotionally. She didn't know why. She was living how she usually lived. Careful and prepared, eating healthy and maintaining her body wasn't difficult for her. But there were other things that prodded at her. Things that screamed a dark truth. A truth she refused to acheknowledge at this point.

But yet, through every vile drop that slide down her throat, the poisonious truth didn't taste as bad as she had first tasted. Eventually, though swiftly, this new 'self' had opened Miu up, and gained some control. Miu didn't mind, as they had set up a mutual agreement of the sorts. Today, she would be helping Miu meditate her chakra. As Miu sat herself on the ground, she found the seductive voice inside her head sweet and soothing, reminiscent of her mother's. She couldn't get distracted now. The voice guided her, to relax. Stretch out with her body. Breath in, then out, then in, then out. Repeat. Focus was the key. The voice would always show mercy when she wielded that word. Focus was written everywhere for Miu, but she couldn't seem to grasp this concept of it. You do not need to percieve the world around you to gain better control over yourself, you only need to percieve you to do that, it said, and Miu was finally at the understanding. She would have to accept her new self and change slowly of time to accomadate this. I accept, she thought back, finding the flow she obtained soothing.

Soon Miu was doing the routine without her additional help. But the voice still emerged from within, with promises to find her safety and friends. People like them that would care for them. As if they were two different people. They weren't. She understood that. She was just trying to cause a distraction, despite the honesty in her intentions. Miu understood and brushed the voice off. She focused, confident in her newfound task. She would exert more control, even if she had to give up a piece of herself to some perverted, twisted and dark version of herself. She wouldn't care. Strength would and could protect her. She didn't have that. Power? Not yet. It was correct about her need of allies. I always hate you when you're right, she thought as the voice chuckled sarcastically. So you hate me all the time? We do need to find someone. I know the rigth person exists. Someone who understands us. Now keep training, I am only trying to through you off, the voice taunted, drawing Miu further away from her focus. But she snapped right back into it, shutting off the voice completely.

The voice tried every dirty trick it new. Bringing up fond memories of her village. Stating how much despair her family would be in. Voicing it's ignorant opinion on her choice in fashion, despite Miu herself slowly disliking it as well. She wanted something a little more erratic. But the voice wold not prevail in it's effort and attempts. She maintained her focus valiantly against the assualts. She never stopped. Both splits worked against the other, defending against offense. I give up. You win this time. But I had fun, it called in a raspy voice as it floated away in her mind. Miu found her bed and climbed into it. She felt slightly better than before.

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