So... About that...

Age : 28 Posts : 2538

I hope you stay healthy and get your A's Meg! <3

Age : 31 Posts : 716

Aaron wrote:: I hope you stay healthy and get your A's Meg! <3

Thanks, hon. <3

Age : 31 Posts : 716

So, I'm not quite sure how to say this, or how to convey my thoughts and feelings without causing misunderstanding or disappointment... But here it goes...

I'm done with this semester for the most part, but I don't know that I'll be back anytime soon if at all... I know this is such a surprise, but I just haven't been able to bring myself to write lately, and this is becoming all too repetitive. I've found other things to occupy my time, and I suppose they've grown more fun and feel more rewarding than writing in my free time like I have in the past. Perhaps it's just another phase, and I'll grow out of it in a few months. But as things stand now, I honestly just don't feel any desire to write, nor do I feel like I have anything or anyone detailed to write about...

I'm taking a break from school this summer, hopefully going to get a part-time job and start doing something more productive with my life. I've been cooped up in my house for so long just to avoid getting sick, and after how many years it's finally eating at me and I just want to get out and do something other than writing about one of my fictional characters and trying to live through them. I suppose I will always have that desire to write deep in the crevices of my heart, but I guess I want more than that right now. I really do hope that in exploring more things outside of my house or immediate surrounding that I'll find the inspiration and motivation I had so many years ago when I first started writing. I don't want to write just to write anymore, I want it to really mean something to me, like it used to.

I hope you all understand, and I hope you all know that even if I don't come back so soon, I won't forget any of you. Each and every one of you, whether I've known you for years or just got acquainted to you, have made an impression on my heart and an impact in my life - as small or grande as it may be. As most of you know, I'm not good at just up and leaving, I will likely lurk around a lot and hit you up on a chat or two if I ever log into Skype, as rare as that may be. And as I've said many times in this post alone, I really hope I do come back with what I need to write like I did before and thoroughly enjoy that writing. But in the meantime, I bid you all this farewell, and wish you all a bright and wonderful future. I will never forget my time here, and on the many other sites and games I've befriended you all from. Much love. <3

~ Meg

Age : 30 Posts : 231

Good luck in the next life, Meggers.

God speed.

/Salute

Age : 27 Posts : 198

Meg! If you ever want to talk you have me on skype Smile

I hope you feel tons better!

Age : 35 Posts : 1113

Meeeggggglllleeesssss! As rubbish as it is that we're saying goodbye to you, I can't tell you how happy it makes me to hear you've reached this point. Seriously, I couldn't help smiling while I read. It sounds as though this decision has been somewhat cathartic for you and I really, truly hope you find what you're looking for in the big, wide world.

All the best, keep in touch.

~Soph.

EDIT: Oh, and look after yourself too.

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Love you guys so much! ;w; <3