I can't smile without you. {The Search for Rysa [Open]}

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Tennuyan stepped off his boat and stepped onto the land of fire country. He smiled at the sites of familiar territory. He walked towards Konohagakure in search of Rysa. He was going to find out where she was, and if he could, why she left in such a hurry. He wanted to let her know he missed her, that he wished she didn't leave so soon, but that he was glad she made it back safely. He wanted to hold her and never let go, but mostly, he wanted to protect her. He approached his cabin on Drakhan's back and Ailanna and Scampers ran and flew into the house. Drakhan walked to the back and lied down.

He walked around the usual spots that they've been too, such as the forest where he trained, and where she most likely did as well, he walked around the mountain near his cottage, and still didn't find her. He approached the lake where they first met, and he sat on the rock they first sat on together. He looked over the water, 'Why did I have to let her go without going with her?' He sat there frowning and hoped she would show up.

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She had been in the water for sometime, swimming underneath the surface. It felt wonderful to just be covered with the clear liquid. So cool and refreshing, it calmed her and made her feel at ease. It had been sometime she had relaxed out in the open like this. Today she felt different, happy even, and it showed. Slowly she drifted up to the surface, the sun hitting her light pink hair. Across from her on a rock sat Aisu. He was looking at her curiously and had that protective gaze locked in on her. He had decided to keep watch not only on her, but her clothes. Underneath the lake her skin was uncovered, the water literally covering all of her.

Every now and then she came closer to shore, being able to stand up slightly in some parts. And when she did, she stood to the point where all but below her waist showed. The water was gently sliding along her skin, dripping ever so slightly back into the lake. The sun shone on her body every now and then, making her light skin glow. She was not worried in the least that someone could be watching her. That and she really did not care. Today she felt free and her deep inhibitions were let go. Those did not mater today, and she would speak her mind , not being the soft spoken girl she normally was.

Her hands slowly slid up her body, touching the soft skin she had. It felt good to be like this. Free in nature. Just like how things were suppose to be. Her hands continued to drift up her sides and up to her hair. They were in the classic pig tail stour she wore, but today she wanted it different. Carefully she undid both of her hair ties, and let her hair cascade down onto her back and into the water. Her long pink hair really was striking and easily noticeable in this rather green environment. More so now that it was down. It even had a slight waviness to it due to it being up all of the time. She was calm and relaxed, not paying attention to any of her surroundings really.

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Tennuyan looked across the lake and spotted Rysa. He activated his act of water walking and walked across the lake. He approached her from behind, and embraced her. He kissed her softly on the cheek. "I'm so glad I found you." He looked down the front half of her exposed body for the first time ever. "I guess we're even for our first encounter, eh?" He chuckled softly. "Sorry if I scared you."

He let go of Rysa, and approached Aisu. He knelt beside him, staring at him, so Rysa could dress herself. He began to pet Aisu softly. "Perhaps we can head back to my cabin for some dinner afterwards?" He made it seem he was saying it to Aisu, but he was saying it to both of them. "I'm sorry for my reactions in Wind Country. That guy just creeped me out. I met someone else out there, and well, long story short, we obtained a boat."

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She blushed a deep shade of pink, when he embraced her. Surely he must have known and even seen that state she was in. She took a deep breath, her mind racing. All she could focus on was his touch. It was gentle, but it ws in her bare skin. And oddly she liked it. But she could not..she had her feelings placed elsewhere. With another person, still Tennuyan was causing her to feel differently. Something she hadn't reall felt before. Luckily he chose that time to talk and brought her out of her mindless rambling. What he said caused her to blush even more. So he had saw. Just thinking about that made her feel embarrassed. Her eyes followed him as he walked off to sit by Aisu. Coincedently it was right infront of her clothes. Great, she sighed heavily. Not only did he see her now, he soon would see all of her.

She took a deep breath, and slowly walked forward, out of the water. Small droplets made there way down her body and onto the soft ground. Her hair fell onto her shoulders, tumbling down, drenched with water. She made her back straight, looking forward with an odd sort of confidence. He would not further embarrass her and now she refused to be shy. Some part of her knew that he had purposly sat infront of her clothes, knowing how close she would have to get to ask for them. Confindently she strolled over to him and put her hands on her waist. Sweetly she smiled, her face showing a hesitancy that betrayed the rest of her body. Gently sighed, her breath coming out softly. Her eyes looked into his and she started her request. "Tenn..." She started and pointed to the pile behind him. "Please hand me my clothes..?" Her voice was strong to start with but had begun to taper off and get softer. Then her eyes mellowed a bit, becoming softer and pleading.

"Please...?" Asking again, letting him knownshe really wanted to get dressed. As she stood infront of him, she began to feel weird. A thrill went through her, shocking Her. It felt so different to be standing infront of a male like this. Odd for her even as she was used to being by females. Standing infront of him like this made her feel more womanly to put simply. Yes it caused her to feel odd, but she liked it. At tha moment, memories of him exposed flooded into her mind. A small gasp escaped her lips. No..she would not think of this. Still, her cheeks grew more pink in color.

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Tennuyan looked to her as she spoke. He honestly thought his jaw dropped, and he honestly didn't care. He grabbed her clothes and stood up. He approached her and stomped on the ground three times, once each step. As he hit the ground the first time, a stone wall rose behind rysa, when he stomped the second time, it rose to her left, when he stomped the third time, it rose to her right. He stood before her. He offered her, her clothes, and spoke, "I missed you. I'm actually shocked, I found you rather quickly. Oh! I also have a boat now..." He kinda looked down and chuckled, on the way down with his eyes, he caught her full view and blushed a bit.

He refused to look back up unless she would make him. But if she did, he would pull in and kiss her. Regardless of what it did. He wanted her to know how he felt about her, and knew actions spoke louder than words. He stood in the open wall space still covering her from view and occasionally darting his eyes out into the forest.

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He was standing close, way to close. She could smell the male scent he gave off, causing her to blush again. It was too much...to much for her. Her mind drifted, and then she though about Marina. Yes, that would help stop these thoughts of Tennuyan. She focused on them, letting her feelings for the other female wash over her instead. It calmed her and cleared her mind. Her eyes flickered over to Tenn and smiled slightly at the expression he gave her. Again, she felt slightly more confidante in this. Though she did not know why.

Closer she moved to him, smiling. For a moment she forgot about her clothes and gave him a quick hug. She lingered for a second before backing away blushing. Her hands then sought out her clothes and gripped them tightly. Slowly she began to put them on, taking her time. An out of place modest feeling came over her, so she turned away from him, and looked at the stone walls. It was nice of him to do so, even if the chances of running into another person was low. It was a silent gesture. And she noticed it. That or he was going to try and pull some sort of trick. Soon she was done and she faced him again. As usual her voice was soft, almost a whisper. "Well.. I do love water.."

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Tennuyan chuckled and slammed his foot into the ground lowering the three walls. "Perhaps one day we can sail the ocean, and visit new places." He smiled at her softly. "But that's completely up to you." He stretched his arms and looked in the direction of his cabin. "Wanna get something to eat? I'd love for you formally meet my pets instead of the hastiness of our last encounter." He began walking towards his cottage when he looked around. If Rysa was stopped, he would wait, if she was behind him, he would continue.

He looked around at the scenery and saw birds flying out of trees, and squirrels running through the forest. Useless details to the scene, but eye catching it was. He was hoping she would say that she would love to travel the ocean with him, but he wasn't going to ask, in case of being told no. This way, he didn't pressure her, and she didn't even have to answer him.

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She looked at him as he walked away. Honestly she preferred to just stay out in the open, in nature. The thought of going back to his place did not really appeal to her at all. Being outside suited her tastes more than being 'inside' did. That and she wanted to be by the water a little longer. Perhaps even sleeping by it. Already she was thinking of sleep, it was just barely turning to the afternoon. Sighing she walked over to the lake and sat down. "Let's stay here.." Another reason was that she did not want to meet his pets at all. Their first lackluster encounter really put her off from wanting to meet them. They were loud and their scent bothers he nose. Why couldnt they smell as good as Aisu did? They way he smelt was fantastic compared to these other...animals.

Her feet gently kicked at the water below her, causing ripples to form echoing her thoughts. Just as the ripples scattered, her mind seem to follow, not giving her any clear thought. His question confused her, put simply. She loved the water yes, but to spend all day in it? For weeks at end? That was perhaps too much. She, afterall, enjoyed the land too. That and Aisu do not share her full love of Water. He loved the forest and mountain type areas. "I'll pass for now.."

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He nodded softly at her and walked over to sit next to her. "So, I'm glad to see you make it back safely and alive. If I asked you, would you tell me why you left in a hurry? You don't have to if you don't want to." He put his arms around her and held her close. "I worried for you, and missed you every second you were gone. I can assure you that."

He looked down at the water. "I'm sorry I was so persistent before we went to wind country. I guess 2 years without any human interaction kinda makes someone go crazy. especially as a male." He chuckled softly. "However, I've realized, in the three days we've been apart, I'd rather never go that long without you again. I really enjoy your company." He smiled softly at her.

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Once again he got close, oh so very close. His arms were around her, enclosing her in a tight embrace. He was not ready for it, and gasped at the sudden warmth it brought her. It felt so good, so right to be enveloped by a male. And by society it was acceptable. His question brought upon sudden feelings for her. Ones that conflicted with how she felt. It hurt, deep down. Why did she leave? It was for Marina. She left to rush back 'home' to see her once more. Missing her greatly she hadn't thought about what Tenn would be feeling. She payed no heed to his feelings. Being selfish once more. She could not handle staying away from Marina too long. It caused her heart to ache with loneliness. It had gotten to the point where she was starting to feel cold. Too much time spent away and she felt the ice creep across herself.

She shivered slightly. Her heart felt cold and brittle. She was feeling sad and lonely without Marina. Having her there made a lot seem bearable. Now when she was away, it was hard. It was as if her cold persona had rubbed offon her in this cruel way. She never had felt this icy chill as strongly before. And she noticed it had all begun after she bit into the soft female flesh. Her thoughts had kept her rather silent for some time. She opted for this quiet time, choosing it over words. When he spoke again, it cast her thoughts into doubt. It led her astray.

This right here was accepted. Male and female together was right. Her parents had been that, as had Marinas. She saw it all the time around her when she ventured into cities. Male and females holding hands together. The perfect couple. Her heart squeezed and her breathing become unsteady. A pain lanced through her, knifing deep in her heart. Her body was rejecting the notion of being with Tenn. It screamed at her, telling her she was Marinas. Telling her she belonged to females. Thinking about Tenn in a romantic way made her body reject it. His touch made her weary, it was unwelcome. Right now she wanted to throw his arms away and break contact. In response to her thoughts, her whole body tensed slightly before relaxing.

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Tennuyan felt Rysa tense up and then relax. He pulled his arm away. "Is everything ok?" All sorts of thoughts ran through his mind, Was she secretly a ninja for konoha and was supposed to kill him but fell for him? Is she unused to human interaction, human discussion, another person caring for her? She left him with many thoughts that only she could answer, and it didn't seem she would. "I wish you felt comfortable to tell me anything. I would never get mad at you."

He shrugged and played with the water. It rippled so softly, and was so beautiful and clear. Yet everything else around him was clouded. Was he meant to die in the wilderness somewhere? Was he meant to grow with Rysa, to be in love with her, to make a family? Was he meant to destroy konoha? There were many things that tennuyan wondered about while he sat there watching the water. He would hope she would offer some sort of response to all his actions. He looked over to her, and pushed her onto her back. He leaned over her and began to kiss her passionately. He wouldn't stop unless she pushed him off, or told him no.

During this moment, he was so full of passion, full of lust, full of desire for Rysa. He wanted her as his own, he wanted her for himself. He didn't want her to run off again, he wanted her to love him, to be with him, to create a family with him. He didn't want to lose her again, he wanted to rule the world with her by his side. If she left, he would lose it and kill anyone who didn't join him. She was what fueled his desire to live now, and he didn't want to lose it. Until she came along, his only desire was to destroy the village that betrayed him. Now he wanted to be with her, forever and ever. He ran his hand up her body, under her shirt and gripped softly, while fondling.

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He asked if everything was ok. He told her what he had wished of her. It made her cringe on the inside, not wanting to be told that. But his questions did echo throughout he mind. Was everything ok? Of course there was the situation with Marina. Well, it was more than a "situation" now, it had become a huge part of her life now. Not only did she have to think of what her actions did for herself, but now had to see how they effected Marina. But that was not a problem, that was nit something "wrong". Thinking, she gently nibbled on her lower lip. Was her life so perfect that she could find no wrong? It made her sad, knowing she could not find anything, anything at all to express what was wrong. She knew something was, she had to feel that there was something wrong with her life. No matter how hard she thought, her mind pulled a blank. Empty, void of nothingness. Had she really become so aborbed in being happy for others that she deluded herself into thinking everthings perfect?

Slowly she blinked and looked right at him. She was about to open her mouth and say something when Tennuyan did something shocking. He lunged for her, and roughing pushed her on her back. She felt the hard ground benarh her, and was shaken. Her eyes flew to his in a slight panic, and saw something that made her mind stop. She saw his disuse and lust, and bacame surprised by it. Always she had directed those feelings to someone else, to her 'other', now it was being directed right at her, making her feel uneasy. She was not used to seeing those eyes turned upon her. It was his passionate kisses that brought her mind back to the present. His lips upon hers, forceful, demanding even. At first she refused, her body refused.

Then something switched in her. Her body began to yeild to his male charm. Slowly she returned his kisses back, hesitating slightly. Then she felt his hand sliding under her shirt. At contact she shivered, not expecting his hand to go there. Her body squirmed underneath his, feeling his rough hands grope her. She liked it, or was starting to. It felt good in ways she could not explain. Physically she knew this was the right way. Male and female. Primal urges said so to. She wanted to get lost in his touches. Her eyes traveled to his as if begging for even more.

Wait more? What was she doing? Stop him! Her mind screamed at her. No this was not right. She shouldn't be doing this. It was not fair to Marina. But her body was telling her it would feel good. That it already did. How could something bad feel good? Shouldn't that mean it was ok? Mentally she kicked herself. No, don't give in. She couldn't allow herself to. In her minds eye she pictured throwing him off her and into the water. Showing him an angry face before electrifying him. But her body respond by pulling him closer, defying her mind. Then she thought of getting on top of him, pulling out a senbon. To stab him repeatedly while watching the blood pour out of his wounds. And what did her body do? It laughed at her mind, mocking her. Her lips started kissing back, as if she wasn't having an internal struggle.

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Tennuyan began to show more passion every time her body pulled in for more. 'Is this what I've waited so long for? This is the love I've been seeking? But why does she have so much pull on me? Why am I so attracted to her? Why have I waited so long for this moment? Why have I gone so long without even the desire to look at anyone else, yet here, now, her, as soon as she showed I lost all control. Her voice, her lips, her eyes, her hair, her body, her personality, all things about her lured me in, and I couldn't fight it. I didn't want to fight it. To feel loved, to be cared for, to have someone there, This is what I've been seeking. Not revenge on my mother's murderer, not revenge on the Hokage, I've been seeking love, acceptance. All things that every man desires but is too strong to admit it.'

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Her body was warming up more and more. His touches caused her to react in more ways than one. Every now and then a soft gasp escaped her lips, caused from Tenns actions. Slowly her body moved with his hands, becoming worked up. Her mind briefly slipped into the haze again, clouded by smoke. She allowed herself to enjoy his actions, only for a short time though.

In her mind the actions played out before her. She saw her hands slipping onto Tenns, glossing them up, sliding them along her body. She flashed him a smile, one that had hidden malice. Despite her size, she had some strength in her. Strength that would come out now. Her own hands pressed against Tennuyans cheat, pressing slightly. Quietly she huffed and then she heaved as much as she could. She pushed with all her might, pushing him away. She saw him tumble off her, away getting farther and farther. In her ears rang the sounds of movement from the water. She had pushed him into the water, soaking him. Then she blinked, returning to the physical world. She was standing now, Tennuyan was gone. She blinked even more then realize she did not just imagine she did it, rather actually did. He was in the water some ways from her.

She looked at him with cold eyes. How could he? "I'm sorry." She blandly stated, hurt that he would try to take advantage of her. More than anything she felt betrayed. "I must be going." Her voice was knife sharp, unkind. It was as if all her emotions vanished. With her last words she smiled sadly at him. "See you soon.." Wit that she turned and started to walk slowly away. Away from the scene.

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Tennuyan rose from the water blinking. He was confused, he thought she liked it... She gave him so many signs to continue, and then all of a sudden she removed him from her and tossed him aside like a bag of trash. Why would she do that? He was extremely confused. She apologized and then ran off saying she would see him soon. As she ran off he yelled, "I'm sorry." He swam to shore and sat there on the shore frowning. He thought she enjoyed it, but apparently she didn't. He used one of his fire jutsus to dry himself off and to get warm.

He began to walk back to his cottage all sullen and sad. He wanted to know why she did such a thing, and why she always seemed so distant. He was really curious but figured he would wait to find out another time. He kept the lake to his back, and his home in the direction he was walking.

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